Sat here alone. All day. Tried calling friends, but nobody answered. The job I was supposed to start tomorrow is a no go. The guy decided he didn't need me. Yippee.
I feel unwanted. Alone. Left behind. I haven't hung out with anyone in days now.
I just wish I had someone I could talk to. Someone who would really listen, and care. I've got literally nothing goin for me in life right now. I feel lost, and don't even have anyone to talk to about it. The thing that hurts the most is I'm really trying this time. I've been out putting in job applications all week, but nobody wants to hire a loser like me. All my "friends" have vanished, and I don't even know why. They just stopped calling, stopped coming around. And just when I needed them the most.
It hurts, and I don't have the slightest clue how to make it stop.